Mo, you are so strong
Hi guys. I haven’t written in two whole months , today makes it two months and there’s quite a lot to say.
So you guys know how I have been bragging about my health well jokes on me because I have been going through it.
First off I had like food poisoning again and then after that I had the worst migraines and now guess who is stuck on the sick bed.
Well I also had a series of spiritual kung fus and boy was that stressful 😂 July was my back to back crying month, almost everyday I would cry myself to sleep .
Breakdowns were the new norm for me, I had a mental breakdown at least four times a week .
To make things worse I had the craziest brain fog ever, well I still do, and I couldn’t live in the moments with wonderful experiences but when something terrible happened I could hold it in for like at least three days.
And then in August I thought maybe life was going to be fair a bit at least and Omo life was laughing in Spanish.
My partner and I got into a huge fight and Omo it was like the last straw for me, this was the biggest and worst issue we had ever had and I felt helpless because I had no idea what to do.
By the way this is the longest relationship I have been in and trust me I get tired of people easily so when this issue happened all I wanted to do was ghost and go back to the streets , but the boy no gree leave me alone.
He was begging but my coconut head no wan gree and guess who cried to sleep and even threw up the next morning.
Anyways I’m still fighting spiritual kungfu , still on the sick bed, still trying to learn how to forgive and let go when bad things happen and still trying to figure how to clear my brain fog.
love
Mo💕